I would say I don't mean to be a gossip-er, but I do mean to gossip, so get over it.
Today was interesting. Let me explain.
At lunch, Bryce fought with his non-sister (but they act like it in the fact that he protects her) Kendra. The intensity in his eyes? It broke down my heart and filled it at the same time. It was the first time I'd seen him since Saturday.
So, of course, this created some curiousity in me, especially on top of the fact he seemed upset in math, and shrugged when people told him he looked mad. I was still mad at him for Friday, letting my petty needs get in the way of caring when he spoke to me, and I'm sure that didn't help.
By the time band class came around, if it wasn't clear from everything else, it was then. He didn't take out his instrument and pretended to forget it at home--which he only does when he's unhappy. When our director commented and tried to make him feel bad, I defended him. I'm not even sure why. Perhaps pity.
But as class developed, I saw him become more lively, and he began to joke with me as well. The light in his eyes had returned again, even if for the fewest of seconds. And I knew, no matter how I try to be mad at him, or try to get over him, I never will.
After school I asked Rhianna (she's my updater on Bryce) about it, and apparently Kendra ran away after the dance on Friday and stayed the night at a guy's house. She came back Saturday night--but I do have to say that what she did (the running away part, I don't think she slept with the guy :P) is a pretty good way to ruin yourself.
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